i feel

i felt so angry yesterday, which is a change from the sadness, that we are over.i stoped and relized just how much i have been able to do on my own, working at things slowly, you called last night, why do you talk as if nothing has happend, you ripped out my hear broke ever promise you ever made to me, and like always your not there to pick up the pieces i am doing that, because thats what i do best, clean up the messes you get your self in to isnt it. i dont want to be angry its not who i am, i dont want to be sad about this because its for the best i do belive that, and with time my hurt will fade because i will work at the things that are wrong right now, i will not isolate my self from everyone, i need to talk about it i will if i just need to get out i will, i feel like i need to live again , i feel like i am on the way to finding out what makes me happy , not what might make some one else happy!