I feel like I have been going back and forth on wether You have changed at all, I see that i need to put more distance between us because its still leaving me hurt and confused when I know the need to stay away is there.
In about 48 hours I am leaving to start a 12 hour trip to Cape Breton to go home. A friend K is comming with me, so at least i wont be driving all alone. The reason I am going, I will not stay home an cry alone over the last couple christmases we have I am going to Make new memories with my family and put thoes people a the front of my mind rather then think about what we did have before.
I am still trying to heal the hurt You keep inflicting on my emotions which is why i need to step away even more, maybe its not posible to be friends with an x ? i dont know as much as i want to I DONT WANT TO BE WITH YOU ANY MORE, which is this great big rock lifted off my heart that i can say that now and not want to cry thinking about you , i can do it i can move on with my life.
ill update from the road
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